Defeated

You don't remember my name don't you?
than you don't remember me.
I knew it, since the last time we met,
you call me by my front name.
I knew it, that i've been forgotten.

Remember when you made a promise,
to study and not look for love?
You break that promise,
and i don't think you even remember that.


p/s : and i'm still holding on to that promise. i've been defeated by your new bestfriend. thank you. =')

The day i was born.

Bismillah ir-rahman ir-rahim

In the name of Allah the most Gracious and Merciful

It has been four days since the day i was born celebration, not much of a celebration really but with the well wishes and the day i was born into this world wishes really made my day. I am happy and blessed. =D

I got a message from a best friend of mine, this is what it says.

"...Kalau setiap saat awak ingatkan Allah s.w.t dan setiap saat itu juga saya teringatkan Allah s.w.t ...Bermakna waktu itu juga kita dah menjadi satu kerana mencintai-Nya yang satu. Di situlah selayaknya hati kita bertemu..."

It says here, if there are two persons who think about Allah s.w.t at the same time, it means that we are already connected to each other and that is the place where our heart should be. *this is how the translation should be i guess. =)

I keep on reading it over and over again until this idea came into my mind :

What should i do,
To make you realize,
That i've been waiting for you,
In the rain,
In the cold,
In the stormy whether,

Not a person,
Can replace you,
Or is it because i'm afraid,
Of letting you go?

Since you already have,
A somebody to love,
I know it is only you,
That can treat me right,
And for the sake of that,

It is Allah's will,
On who is for who,
To find the true meaning of true love,

Now that i understand,

True love,
Is when Allah loves me,
Neither heaven nor hell can do nothing wrong,
It is Allah's love that i've been searching for,
and it is his love for the sake of loving Allah s.w.t.

maybe we'll get something from this. iA~ =D =D

*p/s: Thank you so much dear friends and family for all the quotations. Me love you mucho mucho mucho!

Friends, from me with love.

Bismillah ir-rahman ir-rahim

In the name of Allah the most Gracious and Merciful

The day when i was born into this world,
It is an achieving glory for a person called mother,
It is a victorious moment for her,
She live to lead that child into an uppermost standard of civilisation,

Now that the child is all grown up,
Mother knew, right now is the right time to let her go,
To seek adventure in life, learn how to survive,
Cause mother knew this is a harsh world.

BUT, most importantly

Mother wants her to seek Allah's blessing.
That child is now thankful to her mother,
For showing her the way,
The path in understanding Islam.

*p/s: Thank you mother for the courage and love that you've shown us. We love you!

Maaf.

Ya Allah ya tuhanku,
Ampunkanlah segala dosa hambamu ini,
Sesungguhnya engkaulah yang Maha Pengampun Ya Allah,


Itulah perasaanku yang sebenar yang Allah,
Bersalah rasa hati bila aku mencintai seorang hambamu yang bernama lelaki,
Namun Ya Allah aku mohon kepadamu,
Permudahkanlah hati ini untuk melupakan hambamu itu,
Sesungguhnya diri ini masih menyimpan perasaan kasih,
Tetapi Ya Allah aku sedar bahawa engkaulah penentu segalanya,
Aku mohon kepadamu Ya Allah,
Berikanlah kepadaku apa yang terbaik yang telah engkau sediakan untukku,
Akan ku cuba menerimanya dengan sabar dan redha.


Amin~

*P/S :
Dia seorang hamba Allah yang masih berjuang untuk agamanya Islam dan juga pelajarannya. Aku merinduimu wahai hamba Allah.